I Disappeared From Cyberspace
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I'd planned to post this about the interconnectedness of people in a fragmented society when poof my blog disappeared. In fact, my laylamorganwilde.com website disappeared and everything I've posted for the past two years in cyberspace vanished. My heart leapt into my throat and I experienced my life flashing before my eyes. I thought anything you post on the Internet stays for ever. Not so. The people who host your blog/website (in my case, Godaddy) can snatch your internet presence and hurl it into oblivion. I'd switched credit cards for payment and forgotten to notify them. Thankfully, the Godaddy IT gods were able to restore my account. A couple more days and it would have disappeared forever. For you astrology buffs, this is a primo example of Mercury in retrograde which dear hearts will be playing havoc with communication and all things techie for the next couple weeks.
For me, it was a test of my spiritual faith. After a brief freakout, I grappled with the possibility that every word, every image I've compiled at this blog would have no record of ever existing, and then a weird calmness descended. I got, really got how illusory life is. Of the thousands of people I passed on numerous walking escalators recently (see above) how many people did I connect with? Maybe a handful? Of the thousands of readers, how many do I connect with? Hopefully more than a handful. The holiday season is supposed to be a time of connection. This year, think about how you can touch souls.
From my current state of blankness, I give you a little Buddha wisdom and humor via a shop in Sedona.

I'd planned to post this about the interconnectedness of people in a fragmented society when poof my blog disappeared. In fact, my laylamorganwilde.com website disappeared and everything I've posted for the past two years in cyberspace vanished. My heart leapt into my throat and I experienced my life flashing before my eyes. I thought anything you post on the Internet stays for ever. Not so. The people who host your blog/website (in my case, Godaddy) can snatch your internet presence and hurl it into oblivion. I'd switched credit cards for payment and forgotten to notify them. Thankfully, the Godaddy IT gods were able to restore my account. A couple more days and it would have disappeared forever. For you astrology buffs, this is a primo example of Mercury in retrograde which dear hearts will be playing havoc with communication and all things techie for the next couple weeks.
For me, it was a test of my spiritual faith. After a brief freakout, I grappled with the possibility that every word, every image I've compiled at this blog would have no record of ever existing, and then a weird calmness descended. I got, really got how illusory life is. Of the thousands of people I passed on numerous walking escalators recently (see above) how many people did I connect with? Maybe a handful? Of the thousands of readers, how many do I connect with? Hopefully more than a handful. The holiday season is supposed to be a time of connection. This year, think about how you can touch souls.
From my current state of blankness, I give you a little Buddha wisdom and humor via a shop in Sedona.




Glad you were able to recover your posts. But as the old savants say: What won't we lose eventually?
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True enough, but it was a surreal couple days.
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When it comes to computers, a better mantra than "om" may be "back up back up back up"... Although "om" will probably do the trick, too
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I do back up automatically on an external drive. This was a simple bookkeeping error re: credit card payment.
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As long as you make sure your database is backed up and saved on your computer, the important stuff (your content) is safe. Well, as long as your computer doesn't crash.
That said, I find it stupidly difficult to keep track of which accounts need credit card info updated. I should probably have a system in order for this, considering that I have several hosting accounts and a couple of different credit cards covering them... but I don't!
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Thanks, I do and I hope my stupidity reminds others to stay organized.
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Your message of calm & clarity came at a very opportune moment for me. I was tearing my hair out over an unwarranted error message that was keeping me from doing what I have done successfully hundreds of times in the past. I was close to tearing my hair out. Now OM, OM, Om... I am calm. Thank you!
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It all works out in the end doesn't it?
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